Its Late... I'm awake again... I cant sleep... really... i cant... my head is filled with thoughts... loads of thoughts... my head wants to explode... i want to explode... i feel that im on the edge of going insane... i must keep myself sane... i think about you... and all the stuff we've been through... happy, sad, whatever... its too late... 3months too late... i its never too late... 3 years... i'll be waiting... 3 years... its only been 1 fucked up day... i still got many more days to come... many many more...
i think i'm lossing my sanity... i'm going crazy... seriously... even roy don't taste tt good anymore... roy not tasting good... im really losing it... i need help... before i do something stupid... i need help... theres nobody...
i'm not superman... i try to be... but i'm nowhere close.... i can't fight on... but i rather lose everything than not fighting... pride, dignity and everything i am.
I'm slowly dying inside. save me.
I Shot In Heaven At...
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