I don't deserve this shit... honestly i don't... call it karma... but this is really too much... i don't deserve it!
I've made a choice... i thought about it a few times before i made it... maybe i didn't think long enough... I've made the right choice... or did i?
I know i made the right choice... but i know i'll hate myself and regret every single day for making that decision. i hate myself already. I guess its for the best... to you that is... thats all that matters to me...
i need a shrink... seriously... i hate to admit it.... i'm having depression...
Love is like a butterfly... hold it too tight it'll get crushed... hold it too loose and it'll fly away...
i can't sleep... i love you... and i'll miss you... i forced myself to let you fly away. I'm sorry... wished you'll fly back... hope you'll be happy without my crap...
I Shot In Heaven At...
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