Saturday, December 22, 2007 >> Love Fool

I don't deserve this shit... honestly i don't... call it karma... but this is really too much... i don't deserve it!

I've made a choice... i thought about it a few times before i made it... maybe i didn't think long enough... I've made the right choice... or did i?

I know i made the right choice... but i know i'll hate myself and regret every single day for making that decision. i hate myself already. I guess its for the best... to you that is... thats all that matters to me...

i need a shrink... seriously... i hate to admit it.... i'm having depression...

Love is like a butterfly... hold it too tight it'll get crushed... hold it too loose and it'll fly away...

i can't sleep... i love you... and i'll miss you... i forced myself to let you fly away. I'm sorry... wished you'll fly back... hope you'll be happy without my crap...



Wednesday, December 19, 2007 >> 24

24hrs to decide... or shld i say... less than 24... a part of me says no... but a part says just go for it... go and kick some ass... but is it worth the effort?

its sad to know your feeling lousy... and its almost ur day.... i wanna make you happy... but i cant even tell whats happiness anymore. it pains me even more to see ya in this state.

i'm a mess... i'm a wreck... i have to decide... n change my simple plan... if i decide to...

i have a dream... and a hope.... and i dont wanna stop believing... but there comes a time where what you want isnt gonna matter... wats the point...

call me nemo... cause im no one.



Tuesday, December 18, 2007 >>

today.. i cleaned my room... ok... at least my table only... oh well... gt nothimg betta to do... haha... oh well gonna go get drunk again... update later...



Monday, December 17, 2007 >> drunk again.

I'm drunk agian... 3 nights in a row... haha... chelsea lost to arsenal... sad.... but thats how it is... everything is fucked and screwed up.... oh welll....



Sunday, December 16, 2007 >> drink drank drunk

2 nights... 2 nights drunk... i hate myself... hate it... scrubs rocks... season 6 alr... hahaha... i just love it when at the end of the episode it says to be continued... caused i feel its very human... caused its a not a happy ending... i just feel that i could relate to every single character in the show... im the perfect inperfect person on erath and i just wish to be fucking dead... looks like tmr i'll get drunk again... haha

My Profile

Name: Dar
Status: Single
Birthday: 22nd June
Horoscope: Cancer

Loves

[]Rock Music
[]Converse Shoes
[]Doing Nonsense
[]Talking Nonsense
[]Drinking
[]Eating
[]smoking
[]Colour: Black

Hates

[]Chinese Music
[]Irritating People
[]Your Mother
[]The Lady In Red Standing Behind You
[]People That Think They Look Damn Cool But In Fact They Look Like My Toilet Seat
[]The World